Resting in God is probably the best thing I ever did (with His help of course)

So during these not so great days, the Lord revealed to me something and that needed to change in my life and that was the fact that I needed to rest in Him. Resting in Him means trusting Him and knowing that he has everything under control. Resting in Him is your faith in action..knowing that no matter what God's got you covered.Knowing that his word is true and works for believers that are ready to believe and have faith. It took a lot declaring scriptures upon my self and constantly rebuking the Devil and calling him out for what he truly is "a liar". I also had to spiritually seek counsel from my Mentor and other preachers on youtube. (Amazing what youtube can do a broken kinda-newbie christian) The truth is when I decided to really focus on Jesus and took my focus off whatever "symptoms" I was feeling, I began to feel a lot better and the devil knew that I had chosen to trust God no matter what. That to me is my number 1 victory and testimony. I was able to do this because I was desperate to go on with my life. God was nudging me to continue to live my life and not be so caught up with all the mess i felt I had gotten myself into. His forgiveness was offered to me on the cross 2000 years ago and His grace was sufficient for me. I had to truly believe my healing had already taken place and that I had to claim it and declare it for myself each day. And just three days that I started doing that and not googling my symptoms I feel so much better, hopeful and joyful. Who says God's word isn't powerful and true. This experience is made me grow stronger in Him more than I could ever imagine or hope for. I have also learned to totally depend on God. When these awful symptoms began, I couldn't even leave my house. It was just so uncomfortable but now I have no fears cos God has me covered. Another testimony I have is that, I went for a healing service yesterday and asked my brethren to pray for my broken heart. I was so despondent about all the things I had experienced with other people especially in my family and realized I was carrying a lot of pain and unforgiveness in my heart. I asked God to take that away and help me release them so I can really move on in my Christian life. This morning I woke up feeling so much lighter in my spirit and just expecting the best out of my day and guess what I did get it! I had the best day I've had in a month. Praise God!!! Another Testimony is that I asked the Holy Spirit to start to help me hear him. I asked for that audible voice thing that some people hear(being a little ambitious here lol) and yes the Holy Spirit did just that. Today the sermons from Rev Joel Osteen and Bishop TD Jakes were so direct and audible (of course) that they answered all the questions I had been asking God these past few days. Thanks Daddy. I felt so loved and so blessed. They were exactly what I needed to hear today. So far so good! I thank Jesus for such a wonderful day. Resting in Him is such a gift we have as Christians and we should all tap into that. The Devil of course tries to agitate us and make us feel anxious and scared but remember that whenever those feelings come don't allow them to go on for long. I have a couple video links that I believe you should see if you feel you are under attack. Thanks for reading and Goodnight. God Love and Happiness Peace -GLAHP Video 1- Dr Creflo Dollar -http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_XOo1EsVKk