So like every 23 year old college graduate out there, I've been very anxious about the future. College did create a sense of security- a sense of "making it big once this is all said and done". Well not anymore. With the economy the way it's been over the last few years and the uncertainties of life, I've learned to SURRENDER. Yes I said it SURRENDER!!!!!!!!!!!!
To a lot of die-hard i-can-do-good-all-by-myself out there that seems impossible. But I am starting a new wave of thinking that goes beyond conventional wisdom and I'm doing it with the help of He that lives within me.
I am an anxious person and I've had to ask myself a lot of questions lately. Growing up, I was very much loved by my parents and got a lot of the things I wanted (not in a spoiled way) but hope you get it. I had a great relatiosnship with my father who taught me to push my self to achieve greatness. My father taught me a lot of other different things as well but I became this over-over-over achiever that was always aiming for the prize.
When did it all go wrong? The more I achieved the less satisfied I got and the more anxious it made me. I decided to slow down summer of 2010. It is sort of an epiphany for me and this blog is going to help me document this journey to every one.
I am going to start with a 90 happyness diet. Diet in this context is not to starve myself but to create an environment of overabundant positive, vibrant,joyous, worry-free, energy. Today Im signing a contract with the whole world on how I'm going to achieve that. In effect, I am surrendering it all to God!!
Let's see where this journey takes me. I know you will be more than happy to know how my life unfolds all throughout this process.
God bless.
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